Sunday, September 21, 2008

3...2...1

Here I am again. These are my words and I still hope at some point they will just come out and -BRILLIANCE! The world will be changed and I will. . . I don't know buy a mansion when Oprah pushes my currently unwritten book. I always wonder what it will take for me to find my direction. Who knows. All I know right now is that I am where I am. Sort of. Maybe. Kind of. Well, I guess I don't know that either. I'm looking for a home, my home, or at least a place where I belong. For now I have a place where I'm welcome and that is enough for now. I will make a place some day. A place for myself where I can just be. My confidence has been a shallow well for so long but I can feel the rain coming on. I will be an unstoppable force. I think.